Today I can be blessed because I went on this journey of being honest with myself. Beneath all the beautiful cars and exclusive family parties, my prosperous family was spiritually defeated. We were walking, dining, sleeping and working with the devil.
My mother had been a woman of God but the family she was married into were strong spiritual believers. They were also heavily involved with voodoo for prosperity.
It was so evil that I remember as a child my aunties would say we girls will never marry because these boys (my uncles) had sacrificed all the women for generations in the family to say amen to this evil creature (Chikwambo).
The death of a family member was a very common thing just before a big business project. It is not abnormal to die, we are all dying but I tell you when people die in very suspicious ways and it becomes a pattern you know something is wrong. As a young child, all I remember of my child-hood is being at a family funeral burying someone.
Have you ever had the feeling that someone is in your bedroom, or that when you are walking in the street someone is following you? or when you go to bed at certain times of the month have the same dream were you are having sex with someone and when you wake up you really feel you have had sex with someone and it is so real, or have the fear of sleeping in the dark? I used to have so many of these, I tell you, but today it is all gone because I discovered the root of that problem and had it removed from my life by the Lord Jesus.
When I was drowning with problems at 19, I decided to look for a church. I really wanted to find God but because I was looking the wrong way, I fell into the devil’s trap. So, confused and lost, I found a church which believed they could tell me the future. I thought this was it, but I was very wrong and was on the wrong path (read Matthew ).
“You believe that there is one God. You do well. Even the demons believe – and tremble!” (James 2:19) NKJV.