This short story is about a woman dealing with her past on her own. It deals with Everyday life events, and the secrets many of us dare to tell. Unfortunately she can no longer stay silent about the abuse she encountered in her childhood years, the caged Rage in her soul is ready to take vengeance. Wise words from her loved ones areWearing thin as she struggles through the battlefield of righteousness or revenge.

Hi , "I " am Carol LouiseTaylor,

Author of Essence Of Love.

I , Carol  , wrote this book straight from my heart and soul, with as much Love as I could possibly think of for the buyer , reader.I am full of Love ,but I wanted to share my feelings with the world as perfectly as I could think of .This is my first publication, but I gave all here ,  and hope you Love it as much as I do. I am a woman who went through absolute terror as a child , my thoughts still full of the memories of my mothers murder and my abduction,  but i grew strong from all he abuse , became a fighter , and survivor but also a winner .

My reason for witing this book is because I believe in Passion, and lots of it .Passion for life , passion for Love , Passion for family , Passion for relationships budding , but also Passion for a reader that enjoys great  artistic poetry.

I hope what I have written will help make families stronger , relationships more passionate and Loving , to last and hold for a Lifetime , but to also make the reader believe , that Love is real , and reachable if you realy want to accept and believe,but  open your heart and soul, and receive.

I , Carol believe in forever Love in a relationship, and I want to help the readers of my book believe that it is true , that Love is real and alive , but sometimes , you have to work a little harder to succeed and thus , grow continually together , even after the children are grown and gone.

I, Carol,  have another book to follow soon called Whipers of Feathers , but it is a bit more emotional, touching down on the fact of child abuse , and victims of rape , and how to grow strong afterwards , with Love in your soul ,but also to make you a survivor , and winner in life .

I  was very abused as a child , and as a woman , and I came out strong , fighting my way , because I was an avid reder , loved school, and was determined to make a difference somehow in this world of hate , greed, and abuse.

Love is my guiding light , and will always be , as I so believe that in your soul, you were born with all the right tools to become exactly what you want , and to become strong , and prosperous in Love and Life.

I , Carol, sincerely pray , that you Love my book , Essence Of Love , as much as I loved writing it for the people of this great Country of America h r e f = " h t t p : / / a n g e l i c c a r o ls@sbcglobal.net">http://angeliccarols@sbcglobal.net , and countries abroud.I feel if you share Love , you receive Love , and a circle of life is complete.

I , Carol, also dedicated this book to our men and women in uniform , fighting for the rights and freedom of the people , where ever it is needed , here, or abroud in other coutries .I wrote this in the hopes that it would help bring our men and women in uniform home safely.

Thank you , all my readers , and I hope I am able to sign a million copies over the next couple of years , I dream of the day I will be there , with my readers , signing .

Sincerely , with lots of Love , Carol Louise Taylor but better known as angeliccarols@sbcglobal.net, God bless you all and bring Love to each that buys this book., and the next to come.

“Why doesn’t she leave him?’ is the oft-asked question about women who live in abusive relationships but for them, the question is more “How can I leave him?” for many such women get hooked into the unreality of the dance of lies and broken promises that the abuser orchestrates. When, Ruth, the wife in a clergy couple inadvertently opens an e-mail from a friend and realizes that it is not for her but for her husband and that it explicitly anticipates a wild sexual encounter, something finally snaps and she is empowered to walk out on a thirty five year relationship which was punctuated by her husband’s infidelity- always with her friends- his violence and his struggle to discover who he really is by assumed personas.

“You were with him too” charts the leaving and the staying and the resolution of Ruth’s concern about her own sanity. The story unfolds through narrative and through hindsight in short story form as Ruth discovers that ‘me, myself and I’ are finally one.

In my recent expedition, to end the cycles of abuse, I have talked to many victims and survivors of abuse pertaining to the ongoing abuse epidemic. Some have shared there stories, others have enjoyed reading and listening to views of abuse from other survivors.

Saturn’s Ring’s is poems and short stories incorporated into one magnificent, powerful book. Whether you are a survivor, friend or family of a survivor or victim, or just would like to read about real life accounts of abuse from a survivors point of view; Saturn’s Ring’s is right for you.

Please take the time to inform yourself about some of the causes and effects this abuse epidemic has had on our children as well as our society. After reading Saturn’s Rings, I am sure you would want to become, more educated on preventing and eventually ending the cycles of abuse.

Surrounded by violence, prostitution and alcoholic abuse, the family’s options were very limited.  The author explains their experiences with a philosophical view.  How he and his brothers faced their circumstances and their efforts in finding ways to get by.  With occasional concerns of others and the ‘One’ upstairs, they managed to survive and avoid becoming victims of the unfavorable influences that were all around them.

 

You will often hear of individual hardship situations.  Poverty and hunger, mistreatment and abuse are evident in all walks of life.  The author makes the experiences of his family vivid to even the most unbelieving reader.  Battered by continual family hostilities, from a father guilty of rampant sexual appetites and alcoholic abuse, to a mother who sought any means to provide for the family in the early years, they were ultimately abandoned by their parents.

Surrounded by violence, prostitution and alcoholic abuse, the family’s options were very limited.  The author explains their experiences with a philosophical view.  How he and his brothers faced their circumstances and their efforts in finding ways to get by.  With occasional concerns of others and the ‘One’ upstairs, they managed to survive and avoid becoming victims of the unfavorable influences that were all around them.

 

You will often hear of individual hardship situations.  Poverty and hunger, mistreatment and abuse are evident in all walks of life.  The author makes the experiences of his family vivid to even the most unbelieving reader.  Battered by continual family hostilities, from a father guilty of rampant sexual appetites and alcoholic abuse, to a mother who sought any means to provide for the family in the early years, they were ultimately abandoned by their parents.

Daughter, Your Faith Has Healed You” is the story of a young woman who, against the wishes of her friends and family, decided to marry the handsome man she met during her senior year in high school.  Exactly one year after their marriage, this dream turned into a nightmare of physical and mental abuse which lasted for 9 years.  Her world was full of beatings, seclusion and threats.  Despite all of this, “Daughter” has a message…This is not the end; you can be free. 

This book is not just the story of an abused woman; it is a story of hope.  It provides the experiences and thoughts of the author as well as resource information for those in similar situations.  This book should be read by every survivor and victim of domestic violence, and used as a resource for anyone who is involved with or knows someone involved in family abuse.

 

The book is basically about the life of a young woman who endured traumatizing events during her childhood, being from rejection of her father, neglect from her mother, both resulting in her living from household to household with various family members and friends.

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& n b s p ; & nbsp;          After falling prey to an uncle and others, she became a victim of sexual abuse. This caused her not only to doubt the very existence of God, but trusting anyone was far from her.  Regardless of being raised in the church she found it very hard to believe in this God who was supposedly so good.

 

& n b s p ; & nbsp;          Turning to a life of suicide as a mean to escape the pain, she failed even at that. Continuously trying to fill the void in her life, she became outraged, rebellious, homicidal, full of hate and even promiscuous in search of love.

 

& n b s p ; & nbsp;          After all of her anger towards God backfired, and the drinking and partying didn’t satisfy, she finally was forced to deal with the issues that had plagued her life and once releasing the anger and resentment towards her parents  and getting counseling, God had her where He needed her, a position to heal her.  Though the process was slow, He was loving her hurt away and leading her into her purpose and destiny.

 

& n b s p ; & nbsp;          Now on a mission for God, she is determined to share her life because God spared her life. As a servant of the most high God, she strives to fulfill the commission in Isaiah 61:1 and let others know that no matter what struggle they may now have or how horrible their past may have been, God is more than able to take the pain and turn it into power and take their misery and make it a masterpiece.

 

Child Abuse"The Effects on Children" A Mother's Story will give you an insight on my research for the past eighteen years. My research and trying to get help and justice started when I found out my oldest daughter had been sexually molested starting at the age of four through nine years of age by four of her male cousins. I found out when she was almost fourteen years old. Since that day I have called every number, cut out every article in our local newspapers that has anything to do with child abuse. I have learned a great deal about child sexual abuse and the long term effects it has on our children. A child never forgets, it is carried with them throughout their adult life. I wanted to write this book as I followed my oldest daughter's life, as she raised my grandchildren and coped with everyday life. I could see the big picture from the outside looking in. I saw what she thought of a Cindrella life turn into a nightmare little by little. She had found someone who used the abuse from her past as a way to control her. Someone who wouldn't know the truth about anything if it snuck up on him. He continuously used one lie to cover up another, through out the years. I hope this book and the next to follow will help another mother or grandmother out there.To let them know that they do not have to go through this nightmare alone. There is help out there. And to let everyone know that they should never think that this could never happen to their children or grandchildren. Child molesters do not advertize. We are suppose to teach our children to watch out for these sick people.

The Long Road Here is a true story. Child abuse is rampant throughout the world. Every day unfortunate children die from being abused in the home. Their story goes untold. For those that survive and progress to adulthood, the mental and emotional keloid scars remain deeply ingrained throughout their lives and seldom do they share their experiences. This story tells a million stories. It will rip at your heart, and yet, the determination of this young girl makes you cheer her on. And in so doing, you cheer on each and every child victimized by abuse, hoping they too have the stamina and determination to survive and thus triumph over this heartless enemy, child abuse!

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"Female Domestic Violence Intervention Project: Education, Choices, Empowerment" offers a personal guide to addressing the challenges of being a female involved in a violent intimate relationship. The workbook combines factual information, affirmations, and practical exercises that invite the reader to embark on a journey from education to empowerment through the healing power of choice. It explores the dynamics of the abusive relationship, facilitates an understanding of the intentions of the perpetrator of abuse, and fosters movement to healthier relationships. Concepts such as socialization of female children, the reasons why women stay in violent relationships, and development of an effective safety plan are points of specific focus. The reader is strongly encouraged to actively participate in making a personal agreement to accept responsibility for [her] safety and to exercise the right to make a choice to end violence within [her] intimate relationships. The guide is designed for individual or group use.

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Midnight Ballerina is not only a one person experience, yet it is about one girl whose father took advantage of her. This story was given to help those who have suffered and will suffer such detestable and ugly experiences so that there may be closure in their lives. This horrific experience left a bitter taste, with residue of hate, resentment, discomfort, depression and distrust.

 

This demonic spirit, through the incest father transferred generational curses to his daughter. The incest demon spirit of lust attempted to destroy this ballerina, to prevent her from reaching her destiny in Christ Jesus. Because she was chosen from the foundation of the world to be one of the saints of God, the demonic spirit was sent on an assignment to assure that it would not be fulfilled.

 

Her destiny of salvation was prepared and laid before she entered the womb of her mother. Therefore, the devil/demon spirit through the father could not totally destroy her. In the upcoming sequel to Midnight Ballerina, her life was change for the better. She touched the lives of many, (including those of like experiences) causing them to hope again and regain control of their lives.

 

Because Satan could not kill the chosen ones, he intimidate, harass and interrupt some of the saints in their daily endeavors, causing pain, afflictions, emotional, physical and mental distress. The central focus of Midnight Ballerina also reveals the aforementioned emotional stress with the others characters in this book. Their personal ordeals may have not been as grievous and gruesome as the Ballerina, nevertheless, the pain of afflictions, resentment, abuse and rejection also created great discomfort in their personal lives.